Without having to explain myself, I'm glad I had those three days away to think life through and to appreciate God's glorious creation. It put things in perspective, and realized what I was yapping about was insignificant.
In a way, it was an answered prayer of all sorts. I got to witness and experience pure, untainted love in its best form and experienced a lot of firsts: kayaking, wearing a bathing suit, and jumping into the open sea. Most of which I never thought id have the courage to do. I also met a lot of interesting people and realized that who I was asking God for wasn't even close to who He wanted me to be with. But for now, that doesn't matter. I suddenly had a hunger to search for beauty and to travel. It changed my perspective and boy am I glad!
It's like my previous way of thinking has shifted and I am more than happy to step out and create a new, happy chapter in my life. :)
Thank you, Nivea! ❤️
Sharing a few photos, though they would never ever do it justice :)