Wednesday, May 18, 2011

no bueno, mi amigo

it took about an hour for me to write this entry.

it is quite impossible to write down three years worth of emotions, but as i look back on my blog entries from February 2008, i have come to realize that i don't feel anything at all.

i don't feel angry. i don't feel upset. i don't even feel hopeful.

my feelings for that relationship has already died and it's not that i can't look back, it just means that i don't want to anymore.

there's finally nothing for me to look back to and even though i have what i could only wish for two years ago, i finally know what i'm worth.

and this time, i'm not just saying it just to pretend.

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