Eversince February 2008 i have always been agonizing over someone.
Will he call me?
Does he like me?
Why didn't he call?
And the list goes on. Eversince getting my heart conveniently smashed in 2008 (and repeatedly until 2010), every would be relationship became a little scary to me so i started running away.
I forgot what it was like to simply have a crush on someone without agonizing over every single detail.
So today i admit i have this shameless crush on someone but that is all that is there to it.
No wondering. No games.
Just a shameless crush that makes you happy.
A little in between in the day that instantly makes you smile.